My phone buzzes and I ignore it. It’s just one of my sisters.
The guy in the sound booth shoots me a dirty look. I’m working on a track for the new album, because I want to see how some new beats sound mixed with our new single. He hits a button. “Do you need to take a break?” he asks.
I shake my head and keep playing. I play drums for a band, and I don’t have time to stop right now. Anything my sisters have to say can wait until I’m done here.
My phone rumbles again.
“Let’s call it quits, shall we?” he says from the booth.
Sometimes it’s hell having four sisters. And sometimes it’s awesome. Right now I’m annoyed. I pick up my phone but instead of answering it I cram it into my pocket.
I go out into the sound area and sit down next to the recording engineer. “Let me hear it one time, will you?” I tap my drumsticks lightly on the table while I talk.
He mixes it all up, and music comes into the headset he gives me. I like it. I like it a lot. I smile at him and nod.
He smiles back. “It’s better,” he says. “You were right.” He shakes his head.
“Don’t look so happy about it,” I tease. I take the headphones off and lay them on the counter. I swipe a hand down my face.
My phone rings again, just as the door opens. It flies inward, slamming hard against the wall. I jump to my feet when my sister Lark comes sliding into the room.
“Oh, my God, I have been trying to call you for an hour,” she blurts out. She bends at the waist, trying to catch her breath. She stands up, pressing a hand to her side.
“What’s wrong?” I ask.
“I can’t breathe,” she pants. She holds up one finger. “Stairs.” She gulps air.
One of her gloves slips down her wrist, and that’s when I realize how serious this is. Lark never takes her gloves off. She never lets anyone see her hands or arms. Ever. For a long time, I thought she was just a germ freak—until I learned the truth. But the fact that she just let her glove slip tells me a lot. “Did someone die?” I ask.
She nods. But then she shakes her head. Then she nods again.
“Oh, my God!” I cover my mouth with my hand. “Who?”
“Sam Reed,” she pants out.
My heart lurches. My stomach dips and blackness crowds the corners of my vision.
“Emily just called to say he was in a really bad accident. They’re all on their way back from the beach to go to the hospital.”
I sink into a chair. “And he died?” How could he? We have unfinished business.
She waves a hand through the air. “No, no, not yet.”
I jump up. “Then why the hell did you tell me he was dead?”
“At the time, I was trying to breathe!” she yells back. “It’s not my fault you misunderstood!”
The door flies open again and another of my sisters runs into the room. Finally. Someone who can make sense of it.
“Emily just called again,” Wren says. “They just got to the hospital and Sam is in surgery.” Wren might be a mess on the outside, but she’s got it together on the inside. Thank God.
I jab my drumsticks into my back pocket and start for the door.
“Where are you going?” Wren calls to my back.
I don’t wait for her. I hail a cab and get in it, my heart beating about a mile a minute. Sam’s in the hospital. In surgery. I left things at a bad place the last time I saw him. A really bad place. I can’t stand the idea of him being injured and possibly dying without knowing how I truly feel about him.
The cab stops at the Emergency Room doors, and I get out. I go to the desk, and they tell me where the waiting room is for surgery, and I go in that direction. “Are you one of them?” the lady at reception asks me.
I lift my brow at her, because I can’t get my thoughts together enough to talk.
“There are a lot of them here for him.” I look blankly at her. “His family.”
Oh, yeah. There are a lot of Reeds, and all of them in one place can be a little intimidating. Lots of big, blond, tatted-up men. Like a buffet of testosterone and hotness, wrapped in pretty ink.
I stop in the doorway of the waiting area. I can hear the low murmur of male voices and stick my head into the room. The Reed brothers are all over the place, not to mention their wives. I find Emily and motion toward her. She waves me into the room.
I sit down beside her and she takes my hand. How bad is it? I ask her in sign language. Emily’s husband, Logan, is deaf, so the whole family signs. Thank God these people speak my language. Because if I opened my mouth right now, one big long stutter would come out, and nothing else.
Pretty bad, she replies.