I WAS NINETY-NINE POINT NINE PERCENT SURE I WAS dreaming.
The reasons I was so certain were that, first, I was standing in a bright shaft of sunlight–the
kind of blinding clear sun that never shone on my drizzly new hometown in Forks,
Washington–and second, I was looking at my Grandma Marie. Gran had been dead for six
years now, so that was solid evidence toward the dream theory.
Gran hadn't changed much; her face looked just the same as I remembered it. The skin was
soft and withered, bent into a thousand tiny creases that clung gently to the bone underneath.
Like a dried apricot, but with a puff of thick white hair standing out in a cloud around it.
Our mouths–hers a wizened picker–spread into the same surprised half-smile at just the same
time. Apparently, she hadn't been expecting to see me, either.
I was about to ask her a question; I had so many–What was she doing here in my cream?
What had she been up to in the past six years? Was Pop okay, and had they found each other,
wherever they were?–but she opened her mouth when I did, so I stopped to let her go first.
She paused, too, and then we Goth smiled at the little awkwardness.
It wasn't Gran who called my name, and we both turned to see the addition to our small
reunion . I didn't have to look to know who it was; this was a voice I would know
anywhere–know, and respond to, whether I was awake or asleep… or even dead, I'd bet. The
voice I'd walk through fire for–or, less dramatically, slosh every day through the cold and
endless rain for.
Even though I was always thrilled to see him–conscious or otherwise–and even though I was
almost positive that I was dreaming, I panicked as Edward walked toward us through the
I panicked because Gran didn't know that I was in love with a vampire–nobody knew
that–so how was I supposed to explain the fact that the brilliant sunbeams were shattering
off his skin into a thousand rainbow shards like he was made of crystal or diamond?
Well, Gran, yon might have noticed that my boyfriend glitters. It's just something he does in
the sun. Don't worry about it…
What was he doing? The whole reason he lived in Forks, the rainiest place in the world, was
so that he could be outside in the daytime without exposing his family's secret. Yet here he
was, strolling gracefully toward me–with the most beautiful smile on his angel's face–as if I
were the only one here.
In that second, I wished that I was not the one exception to his mysterious talent; I usually
felt grateful that I was the only person whose thoughts he couldn't hear just as clearly as if
they were spoken aloud. But now I wished he could hear me, too, so that he could hear the
warning I was screaming in my head.
I shot a panicked glance back at Gran, and saw that it was too late. She was just turning to
stare back at me, her eyes as alarmed as mine.
Edward–still smiling so beautifully that my heart felt like it was going to swell up and burst
through my chest–put his arm around my shoulder and turned to face my grandmother.
Gran's expression surprised me. Instead of looking horrified, she was staring at me
sheepishly, as if waiting for a scolding. And she was standing in such a strange position–one
arm held awkwardly away from her body, stretched out and then curled around the air. Like
she had her arm around someone I couldn't see, someone invisible…
Only then, as I looked at the bigger picture, did I notice the huge gilt frame that enclosed my
grandmother's form. Uncomprehending, I raised the hand that wasn't wrapped around
Edward's waist and reached out to touch her. She mimicked the movement exactly, mirrored
it. But where our fingers should have met, there was nothing but cold glass…
With a dizzying jolt, my dream abruptly became a nightmare.
There was no Gran.
That was me. Me in a mirror. Me–ancient, creased, and withered.
Edward stood beside me, casting no reflection, excruciatingly lovely and forever seventeen.
He pressed his icy, perfect lips against my wasted cheek.
"Happy birthday," he whispered.
I woke with a start–my eyelids popping open wide–and gasped. Dull gray light, the familiar
light of an overcast morning, took the place of the blinding sun in my dream.
Just a dream, I told myself. It was only a dream. I took a deep breath, and then jumped again
when my alarm went off. The little calendar in the corner of the clock's display informed me
that today was September thirteenth.
Only a dream, but prophetic enough in one way, at least. Today was my birthday. I was
officially eighteen years old.
I'd been dreading this day for months.
All through the perfect summer–the happiest summer I had ever had, the happiest summer
anyone anywhere had ever had, and the rainiest summer in the history of the Olympic